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Apr. 11th, 2013 01:01 pm
yryumi: (beartegomasu)
Title: IF ONLY TIME WAS ON MY HAND 5/5
Genre: Fluff, (Maybe a bit crack), Friendship, Angst, Fantasy
Rating: PG
Summary: "Like, the Gods are giving us a chance to save Tegoshi.. or.." he suddenly sits on the sofa, and put his hands on his forehead  "Tegoshi wishes for this to give us enough time to bid our farewell to him"
Disclaimer: I don't know.. What should I write? I OWN THEM. Oh there~ there~ I own my laptop, my Evernote, my brain, and the storyline. The characters are fictional but if you say that the characters have the same name as the NEWS members, so be it. xDD

PART ONE
PART TWO
PART THREE
PART FOUR




--
"Where is Tesshi?" Masuda asked, while taking out the foods from the bags that Koyama brought.


"I told him to continue watching his soccer game in our room." Kato said as he prepares the table. He stopped for a while to glance at his watch "They're late." he muttered to himself, remembering Nishikido and Yamashita are not yet there. "So, what were you talking about yesterday? Why were you so serious?"


"Oh, about that.. Kei-chan said he didn't find that antique shop you were talking about"


"What?! What do you mean?" Kato stopped preparing the table, instead he stares at Koyama


"I haven't seen a store with the name Mageia, Shige" Koyama said while putting the foods on the table "In that street that you said, there is no Mageia shop, just some shop with stuff toys and boutique but no Mageia."


"You're kidding.." Kato whispered, looking at Koyama with wide eyes "If what you were saying is true.. Then how would we know if that accident would happen again?"


"We're just going to avoid it. Isn't that the reason why we are here and not celebrating outside?"


"But still.. I am not 100% sure about this.. What if that was already Tegoshi's fate? But the fact that we travel back to the past is telling us something that I want to positively believed in."


"Like what, Shige?"


"Like, the Gods are giving us a chance to save Tegoshi.. or.." he suddenly sits on the sofa, and put his hands on his forehead


"Tegoshi wishes for this to give us enough time to bid our farewell to him"


" I .. I want to see Tesshi" Masuda said and scurries to the door. He needs to see Tegoshi. Koyama and Kato just stares at his retreating back, not stopping him from wherever he is going.


Suddenly, Kato's phone rang and he didn't dare to answer his phone. He just stares at his phone which he put on the table a meter away from him.


"Shige, it's Ryo." Koyama said, taking Kato's phone and handing it to him


"He-"


"Thank God you already picked your fucking phone!" Nishikido shouted making Kato winced.


"Nishikido! Don't shout!" he said, shouting at the other line. "Hey! You are late-" as he said that, Yamashita keeps on saying Calm Down in the background


"How can I calm down?! When Tegoshi is fucking dying right now!" Nishikido shouted more to Yamashita than to Kato.


Kato freezes, his gaze locked at Koyama "Nishikido. Where are you? Okay, we're coming" he and Koyama stands from the sofa. He knows the latter is panicking right now, so does he.


"Tesshi's not in your room!" Masuda shouted when he opened the door, and started panicking when he entered the room.


"Massu.." Kato's voice is trembling, as he slide his phone in his pocket. "Let's go" And he and Koyama ran towards the door, the latter dragging Masuda, whose feet is glued on the floor, with them.



---
They saw Yamashita and Nishikido alternately walking back and forth in front of the OR. And before they reached the OR, Masuda stopped from running, his mind just registered the reason why they came to the hospital. He shook his head as Koyama and Kato look back at him, he slowly took some steps backward.


"I.. No.. It's happening again.. No" Masuda frantically shook his head as Koyama approached him and hold him in the arms "Kei-chan.. Tesshi is.. Tesshi is.."


"Massu, let's sit first, let's not panic, okay?" Koyama softly said, eyes getting wet, his face is troubled and hands trembling.
Koyama tried to show a more calm face while facing Masuda but he knows he is not good in pulling a fake face so he pulled Masuda with him towards Kato who already took a sit on the bench outside the OR. Masuda sat beside Kato and Koyama sat beside him. They didn't say anything. Just sit there silently, occasionally covering their mouth every time a sob would escape, and listening to Nishikido's cursing about that drunk driver all over and over again.


"That fucking asshole driver! I'm glad you made us late, Tomo. Because if you didn't , then we wouldn't be there to help Tegoshi. But if we were a minute earlier too, maybe Tegoshi was already at the backseat of our car. To sum it all up, it's that asshole's fault!" he threw a punch in the air "Is this the reason why he replied a very weird message to the team when we gave him a very heartwarming birthday greeting?" he looked at Kato, not really waiting for an answer. "Oh, fuck, Tegoshi" he whines while messing up his hair.


"Ryo, Ryo. You're too noisy. Just come here" Yamashita calmly said as he grabbed Nishikido's arm and sit at the bench across their friends. Nishikido kept quiet for five seconds, and after that, he started cursing again about that -fucking asshole driver.


"Massu.. you okay?" Kato asked, holding Masuda's wrist to stop his hand from trembling. He ignored Nishikido's loud cursing at the moment because Yamashita is there and he knows he can handle their coach.


"I won't be okay not until someone tells me Tesshi is okay." Masuda said as he grit his teeth, another sob is about to escape from his mouth so he clench his fist to get some comfort on the watch he is holding. "Eh?" he suddenly opened his hand


"What is it, Massu?" Kato asked confusedly. Looking at his friend who just stands and frantically looking for something.


"The watch.. It disappeared." Masuda turned to Kato, wide eyes. "Shige! W-why did.. What's the meaning of this? I was still holding it earlier. It was still with me. Shige! Oh God.. Tesshi!" he suddenly ran towards the OR.


Kato, Koyama, Yamashita, and Nishikido dashed towards Masuda, holding him and pulling him away from the OR. A nurse pricked a sedative drug at Masuda's arm to calm him down. And when he finally calmed down, they put him on a wheelchair and wheeled him to a room. They figured it's better like that, to let Masuda sleep for awhile.


After seeing that Masuda is still peacefully sleeping, Kato went out of the room and started walking back to the OR where the others are. On his way, someone familiar caught his eyes. He is walking to his direction but Kato is not sure if he would stop and talk to him. So when he didn't stop, Kato get his attention.


"I'm glad you remember me, Kato-kun" he said, smiling


"How.. did you know my name? Uh, never mind.. you're from that shop.. What are you doing here?" Kato asked, nervousness present in his voice


"Oh, I just fetch this" he opened his palm, revealing the pocket watch that made Kato gasped "his role is already done. You are not going to need the Mageia anymore. So I am taking him back.. By the way, I'm Inohara, Kato-kun." Inohara added, smiling.


Why is he always smiling?! Kato thought "D-done? W-what do you mean, Inohara-san? Tegoshi... Does that mean-" Kato braces himself for the worse to come.


"You should go to your friends now. The doctor is coming out anytime soon" he said and walks away


Kato turned his back for a second to look at his friends and when he looked back to ask Inohara-san for clarification, he is nowhere to be found "Hell, no.." he pinched his arm "Ow. Wh-who can explain what just had happened? Wh-where did he-"


"Shige! Come here!" Koyama shouted, earning a smack from Nishikido


"Don't shout. We are in the hospital Koyama, we are not in a park" Nishikido said, glaring at Koyama "Okay, Kato's here" he added when Kato arrived, panting "Doctor, you can tell us now" Nishikido nervously said.


They all stared intently at the doctor, waiting for him to open his mouth. They didn't notice that they are making the doctor uneasy with their gazes. And when the doctor cleared his throat and slowly opened his mouth, they leaned forward a bit, just to make sure that they would hear clearly the doctor's voice on whatever he would say to them.


"I'm s-"
"Please just tell us if he is alive or not" Nishikido anxiously said, stomping his foot.



---
He heard chattering, faint voices of Koyama and Kato and others that he didn't know. He groans and automatically sits up when someone slapped his stomach. He opened his eyes and saw Nishikido laughing hard at him, Yamashita behind him and Koyama standing beside his bed with Kato resting his head on his shoulder. He saw nurses passing behind his friends and remembers why he is there. He hurriedly jump from his bed but was stopped by Koyama and Yamashita.


"Massu, calm down!" Koyama said, pushing him back to his bed "Don't just jump and run as you wish."


"But I-" he stands and was stopped by Koyama again


"Stay" Koyama pushed him back to his bed, again.


"Bu-"


"Your Tesshi is fine. He is alive, Masuda" Nishikido happily tells him "What? You don't believe me?!" he added unbelievably when Masuda looked at him with a blank expression on his face "Okay, go! Run! And see for yourself!" he crossed his arms on his chest and pouted, Yamashita puts a hand on his shoulder and tells him to stop being childish.


"Shige" Masuda said, averting his gaze to Kato, looking at him with hopeful eyes, looking for him for an answer.


"He is now okay, Massu. But he is still sleeping." Kato softly said and pat Masuda's head when a tear escaped from his eyes


"Can I.. can I see him now?" Masuda asked, looking back and forth at Kato and Koyama. They seem to be reluctant but still nod at him. Kato lead him to the hallway and as they were walking, he asked where Tegoshi is.


"He's still in the ICU, the doctor said when he woke up, they will transfer him to his own room. So" he suddenly stopped and turned to face Masuda "I'll go back to where Kei and the others are.. Everything is fine. He'll wake up.. that's for sure, Massu." he smiled when Masuda nods at him. Kato slowly opened the door, letting Masuda to go inside the ICU and closing it for him when he sees Masuda didn't close the door, just stares forward.


Tegoshi is lying there on his bed surrounded by machines, bandages rolled on his head and arms, and an oxygen mask covering his face. If he didn't seem to be so fragile in his state right now, Masuda had already shook him and he would not stop till he wakes up. He took small steps toward Tegoshi's bed, it feels like hours had passed when he finally stood there, near him, beside him. Masuda didn't know if he should sit or just stand. He couldn't understand the emotions he is feeling at the moment. He wants to hug him, caress his face, kiss him, hold his hand, and see him smile. He also wants to hear him laugh or just even to hear him saying his name. Eventually, Masuda collapses on his knees. He pulled Tegoshi's hands on his face, kissing his palm and thanking God for Tegoshi's second life.


Days passed, Tegoshi is still sleeping and they are getting worried about him and also about Masuda. Sometimes Tegoshi's parents would drag Masuda away from the ICU telling him that they should eat together or sometimes it would be Kato or Koyama who would bring him food. And sometimes, Nishikido would suddenly come and forcefully drag Masuda to his car, taking him to his parents' house (for the mean time they are all staying at Nishikido's house in Osaka), telling him to take a shower because he stinks. Masuda knows that was Nishikido's way of caring so he always end up following him.


Back in Tokyo, Koyama is busy helping Nakamaru with the work that he and Masuda left to him. He felt guilty on abandoning their work at Nakamaru so he fly back to Tokyo to help his friend. When he entered their office, he saw his friend sleeping with folders scattered on his desk. He gently pat Nakamaru's shoulder to wake him up and when he does, he was surprise at the same time happy to see Koyama standing in front of him.  But that happiness didn't last long. He sighed when Koyama told him that he will go back to Osaka the next day. He didn't have a choice after all. And he wanted to visit Tegoshi too, but he couldn't because of work so he just tell Koyama to relay his Wake Up Soon and Get Well Soon greeting.



-O-O
He felt tired and his surrounding is fuzzy. He blinked more than twice to clear his vision. He can see white walls, can hear noisy machines, and can feel a heavy feeling on his hand. Tegoshi smiles when he glanced on his side, Masuda is there, soundly sleeping. He called him but only a soft whisper came out, he then realize where he was and remembers everything that happened. He slowly lift his free hand to his face, attempting to take his oxygen mask away from his face so he could wake Masuda but he stopped when he heard the door opened. He saw his friends looking at him with wide eyes and he hurriedly put a finger on his oxygen mask, telling them to keep quiet because he wanted to be the one who would wake Masuda up. He looked at them, with a small smile on his face, as his friends nod and went inside laughing quietly at him. He saw Nishikido whispering something to Yamashita and the latter quietly left the room.


"Tego-chan!" Koyama whispered happily "You're awake!" and smiles as Tegoshi nod and can see his eyes smiling.


"Thank God. We were all very worried." Kato said, looking at Tegoshi's sad eyes. He then smiled at him, he clearly knows what Tegoshi is telling him "No, it's okay. It's not your fault. Just be good and get better soon, okay Tegoshi?" he added, putting a hand on his head.


"Oh, Tomo!" Ryo said excitedly when he sees the person who just entered the room. He grins and turn to face his confused friends. "I just thought that it is better to make him sleep first before transferring Tegoshi to his room." he said and gesture the nurse to Masuda.


"Are you sure with this, Sir?" The nurse nervously asked


"Of course I am sure!" he exclaimed. Kato groans and Koyama sighs but they both remained still and Yamashita just laugh as he saw Nishikido's eyes sparkle when the nurse injected the drug. Nishikido averted his gaze at Tegoshi and saw he had closed his eyes again. He smiles and whispered Thank You God silently.



---
He was watching his own self inside a coffee house, and he wondered why he is there but decided to keep quiet since it feels like no one noticed him, not even his own self, his own body. His body moves on its own and he feels like is just an audience there, an invisible audience.  And as he scanned the cafe, he doesn't know why it looks so familiar to him.


He decided to look for a table when someone bumped into him. He looked down and saw a cute little boy who embarrassingly smiles at him as he mutters I'm sorry.


"Yuuri!"


The little boy turned around with his head down and slowly walked towards the person who just called him. Masuda saw a table and started walking away when his mind recorded and played the voice that he heard. He automatically looked back and stares surprisingly as the little boy was being scolded.


"Yuuri, I just went to the toilet and you started wandering on your own again. Look what you did, this is not a playground. Now, go and say sorry"


"But I already did, Yuya-nii" Yuuri pouted and looked down again when he saw his cousin is not pleased with his action "I'm sorry, Yuya-nii. I won't do it again. I was just bored because Yuusuke-kun and Aki-nii are late"


Tegoshi laughs "Now that you are big enough to pronounce Shigeaki, you should stop calling Shige, Aki" he ruffles his younger cousin's head. "Oh, you're the person Yuuri bumped into, right?" Tegoshi asked when he saw someone looking at him "I'm sorry." he bowed down and so does Yuuri.


Masuda stays there, feet glued on the floor and eyes glued on Tegoshi's retreating back as he remembers that is how they first met, but not exactly the same. Koyama must be there and so does Kato but both of his friends are not there. He started panicking but when a hand was put around his shoulder and Koyama's sing-song voice called him, he relaxed. He let Koyama dragged him to the table beside Tegoshi's. He occasionally glanced at Tegoshi as he was feeding Yuuri a cake. Koyama was busy telling him something about work but all of his talks didn't enter his head. He was busy looking at Tegoshi in the corner of his eyes and was busy remembering what would happen next. But his thought freezes when their eyes met for the second time, and this time Tegoshi smiles at him sweetly, making his heart melt, making his heart beats twice than normal, and making him blush. And when he heard Tegoshi laughs softly, he blushes more which made Koyama confused. Yes, that is their first encounter, exactly what happened that day. He figures he should interrupt and do something but his body is moving on its own, so he has no choice but to keep silent, he is a floating invisible person at the moment, the only thing he could do is go with the flow and watch his own self.


"Shige!" Koyama happily said at the same time as Tegoshi called Kato. And Kato looked at them confusedly first before he burst out laughing.


"Aki-nii, you are late!" Yuuri jumped off on his seat and punch Kato lightly on the knee before he clings to Yuusuke who is beside Kato. "Yuusuke-kun, let's play! Ah, right. Yuya-nii said we can't play here." Yuuri added as he let go of Yuusuke.


"I'm sorry we are late." Kato said, pinching Yuuri's cheek "And yeah. You are not allowed to play here. We'll go to a park later, you can play there until 16:00. So better behave first, okay?" he grins when Yuuri's eyes started to get wet


"Shige!" Tegoshi slapped his hand away from Yuuri's face. And when Kato let go of Yuuri's cheek, the boy hurriedly buried his face into Tegoshi's chest. "Aki-nii is bad. He made Yuuri cry, again." Tegoshi playfully said, while caressing Yuuri's hair. "Don't do that again, Shige. You are not allowed to pinch Yuuri's cheeks again." he tugged Yuuri up, letting him to sit on his lap "You should pinch his cheeks instead" Tegoshi grins as he points at Masuda, making him blush and tongue-tied.


"Ah, right! Masuda is here too!" Kato exclaimed when he remembers his other friends are there, unexpectedly. He introduces Tegoshi as best friend to his chidhood friend before he moved to Tokyo, that is Koyama, and he also introduced him to Masuda--Koyama's best friend and classmate in the Uni. And Koyama introduced himself to Tegoshi, while Masuda was introduced by Koyama because he couldn't say his name correctly. After introducing, Kato looked at Koyama "Kei-chan, how's life? We haven't seen each other for years! How are you? And.. what brings you here?" Kato bombarded Koyama with questions, that is understood by Koyama because they haven't seen each other for years, there are many things that they need to catch up.


"Hectic." Koyama sighs and Kato laughs at his friends face "We were taking a break. You know, graduating students are busy.. And this guy here needs to freshen up even just a little" Koyama talks about how Masuda was so busy with his thesis that he would just eat breakfast and no lunch and dinner. And that he tricked Masuda for today's meeting, telling him that he needs his help and that it is urgent. He also tells how Masuda was acting weird awhile ago. "How about you, Shige? I am very happy that I see you again! When I decided to study here in Tokyo, I thought on calling you but we don't have communication at all. I've been here for four years and this is the first time I saw you. At first I thought it's not you because really, Shige is not yet a dad, right?" Koyama added, glancing nervously at the boy beside Kato.


Kato laughs and tells Koyama he is his sister's son. He also said that they moved again to Yokohama, that is where he and Tegoshi met. He met Tegoshi when he was instructed by his sister to fetch Yuusuke on the playground. He found Yuusuke playing with Yuuri and because he didn't want to leave Yuuri all alone, he waited for someone that would fetch him and Tegoshi came running afterwards, panting and saying sorry to Yuuri because their coach dismissed them late. Yuuri just clung to his cousin and said his bye-bye to Yuusuke and Kato.


Masuda and Tegoshi just listens and occasionally would look at each other, eyes speaking that they are forgotten and that they are not needed by their friends anymore. A minute ago, they all moved to a big table that the six of them would fit in, and as they move, Kato directly sat across Koyama and Yuusuke following him, Yuuri was pulled by Yuusuke and he sat beside his friend, so Tegoshi end up sitting beside Masuda. All is well, they started talking to each other and sometimes they would alternately feed Yuuri, who is sitting across them, with the third cake that they ordered. They watched and laughed together as Yuuri tried to take the spoon away from Tegoshi and feed it to Yuusuke, who grins happily and patted his friend's head. An hour later, Yuuri tugged Tegoshi's shirt and silently whispered something on his ear. Tegoshi looked at his friend first before he look at Masuda, he figures Kato won't even hear him so he told Masuda that he would just go to the toilet with Yuuri and excuses himself. Masuda, on the other hand, took the chance and followed Tegoshi seconds after.


He clearly remembers what happened next. He knows what words to say 'Can I keep in touch with you?' but he couldn't find his voice. Masuda opened his mouth and tried to say something but nothing comes out so he closed it again. Tegoshi is staring at him and so does Yuuri who just finished zipping his pants. He inhaled deeply and was about to open his mouth when someone suddenly opened the door, revealing a grinning Nishikido followed by Yamashita who waved at them then Koyama and Kato who were still engaged in their own world. When he looked back, he only saw Tegoshi, Yuuri was not there anymore. Masuda watched confusedly as Nishikido put his hand around Tegoshi's shoulder and another hand around his shoulder. They are not supposed to be there. Tegoshi, Nishikido and Yamashita are not that close 3 years ago,  and they haven't even met yet. They were dragged by Nishikido outside to the empty coffee house and when he looked outside, the street is empty too. He startled when Nishikido suddenly shouted 'My team is the best!' cutting his thoughts about the emptiness of their surrounding. He was about to squat Nishikido's hand away from him when something soft touched his hand, he looked down and saw Tegoshi's hand entwined on his'. He glanced at him and saw Tegoshi shyly smiling and blushing. The sight made his heart skips a beat, made his cheeks turned red and Nishikido caught him because he suddenly shouted 'Masuda is blushing!' and walks to the others who are in front of them.


"Massu, what are you dreaming?" Tegoshi looked at him, tilting his head, asking with a smile


Masuda wasn't given the time to answer. His surrounding became blurry, and Nishikido's faint voice became louder and louder saying 'Masuda is blushing' teasingly. That made him open his eyes, and saw his friends standing not too far from him. They are looking at him, tenderness showing on their faces. So everything was just a dream, and this guy ruined it, Masuda thought as he find Nishikido grinning at him. He adjusted his position on his pillow, turning his head to the other side and hoping his dream won't be distracted, again. It's been so long since he slept that well. He already closed his eyes when he heard a chuckle. A chuckle that made him opened his eyes again, that made him sits up hastily. Masuda was greeted by a smiling Tegoshi.


"Hi, Massu. Did you sleep well?" Tegoshi weakly asked, smiling and tapping the pillow on his lap


"I.. I.. When.. I.." Masuda slowly uttered, glancing back and forth from his position on Tegoshi's bed to the chair he knows he was sitting a while ago, or days ago? He confusedly asked himself.


"I didn't know you sleep like a log,Masuda" Nishikido chimed in, with a grin painted on his face  "You didn't even wake up when we carried you into Tegoshi's bed last night. Not even move an inch when we came back this morning. Well, not until Tegoshi moved you and let you sleep on his lap." he added, smirking


"Ryo-chan, don't tease Massu. He is just tired. And you know whose fault it is." Tegoshi said sadly as his gaze fell from Nishikido to his hands.


His talking made Nishikido shut his mouth. Masuda just stares at Tegoshi who is still looking at his hands, and when Nishikido who can't keep his mouth shut for 5 seconds didn't open his mouth after 30 seconds had past, Masuda knows he is not dreaming an another dream. He hurriedly and carefully pull Tegoshi in an embrace, uttering Tegoshi's name again and again as he positioned his face on the crook of his neck, inhaling Tegoshi's hospital-scent while gently caressing his back and head. He doesn't care that his friends are there, he doesn't care if his actions would lead to another set of teasing from Nishikido, he figures he would deal with the teasing next week. Masuda focuses on the body he is hugging, his whole being is focusing only at Tegoshi. He thought of his dream and it made him remember how deeply he fell for him since that day and how that feeling multiplied as the days passed by. His feelings are overflowing and already showing that he doesn't need to say how much he misses Tegoshi's warmth and how lonely and afraid he was when Tegoshi was on the brink of life and death. He didn't know when he started crying but he didn't stop his tears, he silently cried as Tegoshi's arms tighten around. They stayed like that, hugging each other, long enough that it makes Nishikido snort, saying that it's better to leave now to no one in particular.



Tegoshi stayed for three days more at the hospital before they flew back to Tokyo. Neither he nor Masuda talks about the Mageia or the accident. For Tegoshi, he is afraid that if he would accidentally spill anything, his second life would end and he doesn't want that so he kept quiet. For Masuda, he is afraid that if he would accidentally say anything about the traveling back to the past experience, he and the others might go back to that day where Tegoshi didn't exist anymore and he doesn't like that, he doesn't want to experience that downfall again so he kept his mouth shut. And for their friends, Koyama and Kato, they are contented on the present and decided that they won't talk about what happened in the past.



---
He woke up earlier than usual today, and was grateful about that because that means he can do his things at normal speed for today. He decided to take a shower first then cooked their breakfast. After setting the table, Tegoshi walks towards Masuda's room and opened the door quietly. He smiles sweetly when he saw him soundly sleeping, hugging a pillow. When Masuda's alarm clock started ringing, Tegoshi scurries to the clock, his sweet smile became mischievous in an instant.


Masuda groans as his alarm clock's noise is getting louder than before and it irritates him. He stretched out his hand to the bedside table but didn't find his clock. He lazily sits up and whine when he hears the noise of the clock getting louder again. He opened his eyes and found Tegoshi holding his clock near his ear with a big grin on his face.


"Tesshi, what are you doing?" he whined as he fall back to his bed, lying on his stomach "Turn it off. It's noisy" he added, voice muffled as he covered his head with a pillow.


Tegoshi chuckles as he turned the clock off and put it on the bedside table. He then jumped into Masuda, and laugh as he groans. "Good morning, Massu! The breakfast is ready." he cheerfully said, tapping his fingers on Masuda's back. "Come on, you have to get up." He slides down on top of Masuda and started tugging him up and telling him to move out on bed, but a simple pull from Masuda made him stumble back to his bed. He laughs when Masuda pulled him close for a hug.


"I love you, Tesshi." Masuda said as he buried his face into Tegoshi's hair "I love you"


"I love you too, Massu" Tegoshi buried his face into Masuda's armpit and laughs softly when Masuda took his head and buried his face to his chest instead "Now, let's eat breakfast. Mom and Dad's wedding anniversary is today, and they want to celebrate it with us. And let's go shopping afterwards, it's better to buy Christmas gifts this early."


Masuda grins as Tegoshi tries his best on pulling him up. Christmas.. he stares at Tegoshi and affectionately smiles at him. Thank you, God. For not taking him away from me.. His safety was your Christmas gift for me, right? I promise you, I will always love him and will always take care of him..  Thank you.. for sending him to me. Thank you for sending me an angel.





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A/N: You might get confuse in this chapter because of Massu's dream. xDD But I can't delete that part because that is how I want it to be. :DD
So, it finally end. YAY~!! As what I have said in chapter 1, I made this to satisfy myself. XDD Though I can't feel any satisfaction within me right now.. maybe later. xPP But still, I'm glad I finished this one. Yay for my first ever fantasy (magic) story~! Pyooooon~

[FIC]

Apr. 10th, 2013 12:59 pm
yryumi: (beartegomasu)
Title: IF ONLY TIME WAS ON MY HAND 4/5
Genre: Fluff, (Maybe a bit crack), Friendship, Angst, Fantasy
Rating: PG
Summary: "Like, the Gods are giving us a chance to save Tegoshi.. or.." he suddenly sits on the sofa, and put his hands on his forehead  "Tegoshi wishes for this to give us enough time to bid our farewell to him"
Disclaimer: I don't know.. What should I write? I OWN THEM. Oh there~ there~ I own my laptop, my Evernote, my brain, and the storyline. The characters are fictional but if you say that the characters have the same name as the NEWS members, so be it. xDD


PART THREE



He clasped the watch in his left hand and caresses his lover’s sleeping face with his right hand. He glanced at the pocket watch on time when the numbers on the little box changes from 09 to 10.


“I am not letting it happen again, Tesshi” he whispered as he pulled his lover to his chest and kissed his forehead. “I do not want to lose you again”

--
He was awakened by something soft that landed on his lips. He smiled when he smelled the faint scent of his lover’s shampoo. Masuda opened his eyes and saw his lover looking down and grinning at him. He purposely put his hands on his waist and tackle him down, positioning his head on his chest. He felt his mind relaxes every time Tegoshi caresses his back.
“Good morning, Massu”
“Good morning, Tesshi. Ne, Tesshi, let’s not go anywhere tomorrow. Let’s just stay here whole day.”
“Are you sure, Massu?” Tegoshi felt Masuda nodded “But I want us to go out on a date tomorrow.”


“Let’s just have a party here. With Kei-chan and Shige.. We can invite Ryo and Tomo, too”


“Does that mean we are not going home tomorrow?”


“Yes. My leave is until 12. So let’s just go back on that day.”


“I am happy that Massu is here” he giggles “but I really find it weird.. again. Kei-chan and Shige told me that it would be better to stay put, though I don't know what they mean by that.. And also, now, you too.”


“I am not weird, Tesshi..” He pouted and Tegoshi poke his lips “I do not want to go out, that’s all. It’s safer here than outside, you know.”


“Everywhere where Massu is, is safe. But your idea of having a party here is nice.” Tegoshi pushed Masuda away and they sit up. “We still have our last game today so we better get up now” Tegoshi said, leaning forward till their noses touched “So, let’s go and take a shower.. you have to cheer me again today, my personal cheerleader”


Masuda catches Tegoshi’s lips and bit his lower lip gently. When they pull apart, he grins and took Tegoshi’s hands, pulling him for a piggyback. “Let’s take a shower. I want to have a one on one meeting with my favorite soccer player. I can cheer him that way too, right?”


“Yes, you can” Tegoshi laughs as Masuda run to the bathroom.



-O-O

“Go Tesshi!”


“Go Shige!”
“They are my best players”


Koyama and Masuda suddenly look at each other and turned to look at their back. There they saw Nishikido, smiling wide at them. “So the reason why only Tomo was in their room last night is because of you two, huh.” Nishikido said, smirking


“We-"


“It’s okay.. I’m glad you are here." Nishikido waved his hand in front of his face "As you can see, my team is the best. And everytime Tegoshi and Kato would work as a pair, no one can stop them.” Nishikido said confidently, following Kato and Tegoshi who at the moment is pairing up.
“Ryo is a very proud coach” Koyama said, teasingly.


“I-I am .. I am just telling the truth!” Nishikido shouted, not looking at his laughing friends. “Tegoshi seems in a very good mood today, do you know the reason behind his beaming energy, Masuda?” he smirked when Masuda suddenly blush “Maybe I can use that technique to Tomo too.. so, what’s the secret?” him and Koyama scooted closer to hear him clearer.


“I a-am not telling you. It’s only applicable for me and Te-” And as he looked back at the field, Tegoshi just scored a goal “Whooh! Go Tesshi!” he shouted, louder than before, making Ryo and Koyama winced and took some steps away from him.


“You do not have to shout like that” Ryo smacked him on the head


“I think my eardrum has been damaged” Koyama frantically said. Nishikido suddenly shouted Idiot and smacked him on the head. “Oh, I’m fine, Ryo!” he said, putting his hands in front of him to stop Nishikido from shouting in his ear again.
“Tomorrow is Tesshi’s birthday" Masuda said, catching his friends' attention "Do you think you and Tomo can come, Ryo? I told Tesshi that I am going to hold a party inside our hotel room.” he said smiling


“Why inside the hotel? Let’s go out! Out! But yes, we will come.”


“No. I won’t allow Tesshi to go outside for tomorrow.” Masuda said it seriously, making Nishikido looked at him curiously. “Then, at 16:00, Ryo. Don’t be late.” He added and grins and wave at Nishikido as he walks back to his team. He then suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder and he smiles at his friend saying, “I’m fine, Kei-chan”. He knows, so does Koyama that, that is a lie.




-O-O


“Nice game, everyone! Nice! Nice! Very nice!” Ryo said happily , patting each member on the shoulder. He stopped in front of Tegoshi and pat him on the head “You did great out there. And I guess I know the reason why” He laughs as Tegoshi looked at him confusedly “Go, you can skip our party, your special someone is waiting for you. Kato, you too.” And as Tegoshi and Kato bid their farewell to him with big smiles plastered on their faces, he turned and shouted Party Time to the team.


“Massu!” Tegoshi shouted as he saw Masuda at the entrance, talking to Koyama. His smiling face disappeared when he saw how serious Koyama and Masuda is. They didn’t even hear him shouting at them.


Kato saw Tegoshi’s sudden change of expression so he hurriedly went to Masuda and Koyama, telling them to stop being serious.


“Oh, you are here already! I thought you are going to have a party with the team?” Koyama asked Kato, happily


“Ryo knows we won't be happy being there so he let us go.” Kato said, grinning while looking at Tegoshi who is approaching them.


“Tesshi! How’s my idol?” Masuda beamed when he saw Tegoshi walking towards them. And he automatically put his hand around his waist. “What’s the problem, Tesshi?” he added, Tegoshi is not smiling at all.


“Is there something wrong, Massu? You were having a very serious conversation with Kei-chan earlier..” Tegoshi said, concerned


“Oh, about that.. we were just having a conversation for tomorrow’s party. On what food to buy and what games to play” he said nervously glancing at Koyama and Tegoshi.
“Games?" Tegoshi beamed "I can help you with that!” he added smiling, encircling his hands around Masuda’s shoulder, and resting his head on the crook of his neck.
“No, let me help you with that” Kato laughs “It is your birthday. So we need you to participate in every game that we would play and because it is your birthday, you are not allowed to know the games we would play beforehand. Isn’t it more fun and exciting if it’s a surprise, Tegoshi?”
“Right! Right!” Tegoshi laughs “I can’t wait for tomorrow!” he grins and tightened his grip around Masuda’s shoulder. He felt Masuda pulled him close and he is not really sure if he heard him right when he said something like he can’t wait too for tomorrow.. to end. And when he glanced at KoyaShige, there’s that expression on their faces again, that made him sad and nervous at the same time.




-O-O


“Massu?” Tegoshi woke up and saw his lover’s back was facing him. And when he heard a sob, he directly sits up and lean closer to his lover. Putting a hand around his chest and resting his cheek on his lover’s cheek. “Why are you crying?” he said gently, running his fingers on Masuda’s clenched fist.


“I.. I had a n-nightmare..”
“What happened in your nightmare then? Massu is strong, nightmares are not scary for you” Tegoshi said while slowly caressing his lover’s face.


“That’s because..” Masuda turned and faced Tegoshi. He pulled him down for a tight embrace “That’s because the source of my life .. my strength.. and hope died in my dream” he pulled Tegoshi closer, shaking his head on his chest “I do not want you to die. I do not want you to leave me. What would happen to me if you.. I can’t. I won’t.. make it through if you.. Tesshi..”


“Massu, I won’t leave you. I won’t. If ever something like that would happen, I am not going to give up. I will fight for my life. I can’t leave you. I still want to be with you.” Tegoshi said confidently. The idea of him dying is not good but he needs to reassure Masuda that everything will be alright, so at least the only thing he can do is to say those words to him.


Tegoshi rested his head on the pillow with eyes shut close and caresses his lover’s back. He almost dozed off when he felt wet lips on his. He automatically smiles when he opened his eyes and saw Masuda’s smiling face , though the traces of tears are still visible and eyes are still wet from crying. He gently erases the tears on his face. And he closed his eyes when Masuda leaned forward, catching his lips again.


"Happy Birthday, Tesshi" Masuda said, breathless.
"Thanks, Massu" Tegoshi kissed him again "I am really really glad to have you by my side.. Thank you for coming into my life, Massu"


"Tesshi" he is on the verge of crying again, calling his lover with a shaky breath. "Promise me you won't leave me." Tegoshi giggles and kisses Masuda instead of saying his I Promise You. "Promise me, Tesshi. Please.. promise me" Masuda melted as his lover smile so sweetly at him.


"I promise, Massu. I promise I won't leave you." he run a finger on Masuda's lips "Let me hear you say those words too.. Massu" he said while looking at his lover's eyes lovingly


"I promise you, Tesshi.. I won't leave you.. and I will love you forever. Let's stay together forever, Tesshi." he smiles, caressing Tegoshi's face with the back of his hand.


"I like that" Tegoshi grins "Massu.."


"Hmm?" Masuda smiles, looking down at Tegoshi "What is it?"


"Let's.." Tegoshi attacked Masuda's lips. And when they pull apart, he was already on top of Masuda "since it looks like you would be busy later.. in preparing you know.. and then we would be busy when it's almost time for the party.. and.. maybe.. this is the only time that we have for today so let-"


Now, Masuda is the one who attacked him. Pushing him down to the bed, not breaking the contact of their lips.



--
Tegoshi groans when he heard his phone rang. He knows people are sending him birthday greetings, all of them at once.. and he figures it's the soccer team. That's their way of annoying him.. sending messages at the same time of the day. And when he reached for his phone on the table beside their bed, he guessed it right. They all send him their birthday greetings at exactly 11:00 am to 11:11 am, it always amuses him how they do that.
He just finished sending his reply to them when someone called. It's Kato, telling him to go to their room. He just said 'Coming' and Kato cut the call already. Tegoshi knows he is going to receive a gift from Kato and because Kato is a bit shy, he won't wait for later to give him his gift. He can only give Tegoshi his gift when no one is around, that's Kato for you, Tegoshi thought. When he glanced at Masuda, he is still sleeping, he looks so exhausted. He pecked his lips lightly then slid out of the bed slowly and quietly.


Tegoshi looked around the room and curses when he remembers his things are still in the room that the soccer team have given them for their stay in Osaka so he had no choice but to wear his clothes yesterday. And when he saw Masuda's jacket hanging, he hurriedly wear it to hide his clothes, he doesn't like people seeing him wearing the same clothes for two days straight. Just when he was about to open the door, Masuda sits up and called him nervously.


"I'm just going to see Shige, Massu. I'll be right back. Just get some sleep, I'll be gone for 15 minutes. 'kay?" and he didn't wait for Masuda's answer. He hurriedly close the door.



--
Kato handed him a box. He happily hugged Kato when he saw what's inside. "Shige! Shige! Thank you! I've always wanted to have this!"


"I know" Tegoshi suddenly looked confusedly at Kato "I mean, it's just a lucky guess"


"And .. there's a star and cross too! Wow! A very lucky guess! Thank you, Shige! Thank you!" Tegoshi hugged Kato again


"Y-your welcome, Tegoshi. Now, let me go." Kato pushed Tegoshi away from him gently


"Oh. Sorry. I was just too happy" he grins and patted Kato's shoulder instead "Where's Kei-chan, Shige?" Tegoshi asked, looking at his gift happily


"Buying foods for later"


"Oh.. then, I'm going back to our room, now. Bye Shige! See you later! Thanks again for this, Shige. I am very happy to have you as my friend." Tegoshi added, smiling sweetly at his friend. as he jumped on his way to the door.


As Tegoshi was out of sight anymore, Kato couldn't shake the thought of Tegoshi leaving them away from his mind. Especially when he added those words.



--

"Hello? Tego-chan?"


"Kei-chan! Where are you?"


"I'm in a cake shop right now."


"Can I go there?"


"No you can't! You can't Tego-chan! You are not allowed to go out!" Koyama frantically said, making Tegoshi laugh.


"Relax, Kei-chan!" he chuckles "Who said I am not allowed to go out?"


"Ah no, I mean.. you can't be with me because I am in-charge of the food and then if you were here you would know what foods and what kind of cake I bought. It won't be a surprise anymore if you were here. And also I am personally looking for your gift right now. I can't look for a gift if you were here with me, you know."


"You've got a point there, Kei-chan" Tegoshi said, laughing "then, please take care, Kei-chan. Don't eat too much sweets, okay? If you're on a cake shop, you might end up tasting all of the cakes there. Watch your health, ne, Kei-chan?"


"Tego-chan..."


"Bye, Kei-chan~ See you!"


As the call ended, Koyama wonders if Tegoshi was outside the cake shop. He put the spoon back on the plate and didn't finish eating the cake he ordered.



--

"Can't I help you?" Tegoshi said to Kato, pouting


"No, you can't. One of the games that you would be playing is called Find-your-gifts-within-five-minutes." Kato grins as Tegoshi continued pouting "There, there. Don't worry, I am going to give you some hints later so you can locate where your gifts are."


"Really, Shige?" Tegoshi suddenly beams "Then, I'll just go to your room and watch a soccer game."


"Good. Okay, off you go~" Kato shooed Tegoshi outside his own room "Ah, right, Tegoshi. I'm going to give you your first hint, your first hint is 'A He', now you know who is your first gift. And remember, the first gift should be unwrapped last" Kato smirked and Tegoshi laughs.


Tegoshi was closing the door of Kato's and Koyama's room when something urged him to go out. He didn't know where he is going but his feet is dragging him somewhere, stopping outside a unique shop. Mageia, he read the words in front of the store before he headed to the door, and he stopped and looked for the second time on the name of the shop, he didn't know what kind of writing it is. How the hell did I read those words? When his foot stepped inside, he froze. He saw a very familiar person standing at the cashier, he saw his own self. He took some small steps toward the cashier, still staring at his own self who is talking to a person he clearly knows, Kato. And what surprises him more is the not-so-old man on the cashier looks at him and smiles at him as if he knows what is happening around him.


"So, you are back.." the not-so-old man suddenly said "I'm Inohara. You are Tegoshi-kun, right?" Tegoshi nod at him slowly, eyes wide and mouth opened "Sorry.. your memories are not yet back, I see.." Inohara slightly laugh


"W-what me..mories are you t-talking about?" Tegoshi said, nervously glancing at Kato and Tegoshi who is walking on their direction. He hurriedly went to Inohara, hiding at his back.


"Don't worry, they are just a part of your own memory. They can't see you." Inohara said, laughing


"B-but.. H-how come.."


"Did you see what he bought here?" Inohara pointed at him and Kato who just exited the shop.


"Something.. like pocket.. watch?"


"Yes. And that is Mageia's secret watch. You are one of those lucky people who caught it. Do you know what's the role of the watch?" Inohara smiled gently as he asked Tegoshi, who shook his head slowly " Ah. Silly me, of course, you don't know. That is... to give the person who caught it a second life."


"S-second life.. But I am still aliv" Tegoshi stopped and just stares at Inohara who is grinning at him now


"I guess you are getting something.." he smiles "Mageia's work is something like traveling back to the past. The date would be randomly chosen by the clock itself. In your case, it chosen November 4. Your loved ones are lucky to spend so much time with you again.. There are others who only have a day to spend with the ones who died again.."


"Does that mean.. I already died?" he asked surprised


"Yes, you are already dead. But as what I have said, the person who possesses the clock will be given a second chance, a second life. And the only ones who knows what really happened are those people who are close to you." Inohara paused for a while, letting Tegoshi inhale everything that he had said. "But, of course, your second life would be given to you, if you would recover your memories on time. After that, dead again or alive, I will get the Mageia back."


"But.. what memories? I don't know what you are talking about Inohara-san. Why is there a consequence if I would be given a second chance? And also I.. I don't know where's the Mageia" Tegoshi confusedly said, looking at Inohara's serious face "then.. does that mean?"


"Yes.. If you couldn't recover those memories, the inevitable thing would happen.. I'm sorry but that's how the Mageia works." Inohara added sadly, pausing for a while for Tegoshi's sake. "The Mageia is with Masuda-kun, haven't you seen him holding it?" he softly smile at Tegoshi "Tegoshi-kun, your time is almost over. And I hope.. no, and I know you can recover those memories. But remember, you only have today, only today. "


"Ino-"


The light is blinding him. Tegoshi closed his eyes and covered his face with his arms. When he opened his eyes again, he is at the sidewalk. He couldn't believe what Inohara-san just said. He is afraid to die. He doesn't want to leave Masuda, his friends, his family. He stayed there at the sidewalk, trying his best to think about those memories Inohara-san is talking about. He remembered his conversation with Inohara-san earlier, the 4th, that was the day Masuda, Koyama and Kato started acting weird. So does that mean they are the key? So does that mean they traveled back? It all make sense now, the excuse that Kato made that time.. It was him who died. And with Masuda's overprotective actions were all for his sake. And the reason why Koyama said he was not allowed to go out was to save him. But as what Inohara said, the inevitable thing will happen unless he would remember those memories. Tegoshi shivers when the cold wind suddenly touched his face. He put his hands on the pocket of Masuda's jacket to warm his hands. And when he clenched his fist inside the pocket, his hand crumpled something. He panicked because Masuda might get angry at this something that he crumpled. But what he saw and read, when he pulled the paper out from the pocket, shocked him. It was cut from a newspaper. The clipping stated that there was an accident, and he can clearly read his name, on bold letters. He directly turned around when he found out that the place he was standing in was the place he died.


And it happened again.


Just when he turned around, a car hit him. And before he lost his consciousness, he muttered Masuda's name.

[FIC]

Apr. 8th, 2013 12:58 pm
yryumi: (beartegomasu)
Title: IF ONLY TIME WAS ON MY HAND 3/5
Genre: Fluff, (Maybe a bit crack), Friendship, Angst, Fantasy
Rating: PG
Summary: "Like, the Gods are giving us a chance to save Tegoshi.. or.." he suddenly sits on the sofa, and put his hands on his forehead  "Tegoshi wishes for this to give us enough time to bid our farewell to him"
Disclaimer: I don't know.. What should I write? I OWN THEM. Oh there~ there~ I own my laptop, my Evernote, my brain, and the storyline. The characters are fictional but if you say that the characters have the same name as the NEWS members, so be it. xDD


PART TWO





Masuda is there waiting for him in front of the school again with a grocery bag on his hand. He totally forgot on sending him a message that the soccer team is going to eat together for dinner. Tegoshi glanced at Nishikido, who is beside him talking about their game that will be held in Osaka, giving him an I-am-sorry-I-can't-come look. Nishikido groans because he thought he is just eager to go home to take a rest but when he saw Masuda, he smiles, wide.


"Oh, I see. See you, Tegoshi!" Nishikido said as he waves at Masuda and jog to catch up with his team who are already far from him.


"Hi, Tesshi. Are you, supposedly, going somewhere?" he glanced at the soccer team


"We are supposed to eat dinner together but I forgot to tell you." Tegoshi said as he took the grocery bag from Masuda's hand


"Really? Then, you should go. I do not want to be the reason why you can't go with them" Masuda answered and took the bag from Tegoshi's hand.


Tegoshi smiles and took the bag again from Masuda "It's okay, Massu. I can still eat with them next time. " he hooked his hand to Masuda's arm as they started walking  "And I can't waste your effort. Now, what did you buy? I'll cook you dinner." he said and lean his head on his shoulder.


The next day, Tegoshi find Masuda waiting for him again in front of their school. He happily called Masuda's name and hold his hand immediately when Masuda reached for his hand. They are going to try the cakes of the new established cake shop in the town. Kato and Koyama were already there when they entered the new cake shop. It's really fun when you are with your friends. Tegoshi smiles as Koyama happily took a bite of his cake and Kato telling him not to eat too much. Masuda called him and offered him a spoon of cake. He gladly accepts the offer.


"Wow, Massu. " Kato looked at Masuda, amused.


"Kei-chan, Shige wants to be feed, too." Tegoshi said, smirking, saving an already blushing Masuda.


"I don't want to. That's embarrassing." Koyama said, and shove a spoon of cake  on his mouth


"How unromantic." Tegoshi said as he feed Masuda "Massu and I always do this at home, so this is just normal for us." he stated as a matter of fact. Kato rolled his eyes and told him they are not at home right now. He just let Kato's words pass through his ear and said "I'll be back, I'll just go to the toilet."


When Tegoshi was out of sight, Masuda's face became serious as he pulled something from the pocket of his jacket. "Shige, Kei-chan" he called as he handed them a paper "I found this in my jacket this morning. And I just thought that maybe you know where it come from."


Koyama and Kato was shocked when they read what's written in the paper. "How come.. you have something like this?" Kato, still eyes focused on the accident that was written on the paper, asked Masuda.


"I don't know. Maybe I cut that out from a newspaper without thinking. I don't know. I don't-"


"Massu, tear this, to pieces. Don't throw it anywhere. I'm afraid Tegoshi might find out." Kato handed it back to Masuda "Hurry! Tegoshi's coming!" he added, almost whispering, when he sees Tegoshi walking back.


Masuda tears the newspaper clip into pieces, clenched it tight and shoved it back to the pocket of his jacket. When Tegoshi took the sit beside him, he acted as if nothing happened, so does Kato and Koyama who continued eating their cakes, well, Koyama suddenly shove his cake on his mouth, in a way that he couldn't speak anymore. Tegoshi looked at him surprised and laughs afterwards, saying to eat slowly and feel the sweetness of the cake.



-O-O

Tegoshi's not home yet. Masuda glanced at his pocket watch, it's 9 o'clock in the evening, though he knows where he is right now. Nishikido invited the team to go out and have some fun before they would head out to Osaka tomorrow morning. It's a kind of ritual to Nishikido..  when he was still a student and a soccer player himself, he would go and sing in karaokes or go on arcades to release the pressure and nervousness . He wanted to go and pick Tegoshi but what Kato said to him through the phone this morning is stopping him.


"Massu, you are going overboard."


"What?"


"Tegoshi said you are becoming overprotective and he doesn't like it. He feels like you are slowly taking his freedom away from him"


"I.. I was just.."


"What did you do? Why did he say that to me?"


"Is Tesshi there?"


"Yes, but he is not with me right now, he's practicing, he is releasing his anger through practicing. Tell me, Massu"


"I .. I just took the knife away from him this morning because he suddenly cut his finger when he was cooking breakfast.. and yesterday night, I didn't allow him to go out when Kamenashi called him and also.. didn't allow him when Ryo and Tomo went here just to pick him up.."


"You are paranoid, Massu."


"I'm just.."


"We're going out later, every one of us in the team, and don't worry, I am with Tegoshi. I'm telling you this in advance just in case he won't call and let you know."


"Is he really that angry?"


"Yes he is. No one dared to practice with him right now, well, the coach dares so they are having a one-on-one right now."


"He did glare at me this morning and didn't talk to me afterwards.. but I didn't know he is that angry.."


"I'll take Tegoshi home later, let him be free tonight, Massu. Or else, he would explode."



He sighs and rolled back and forth in his bed. He is only doing what he knows is right. He didn't know Tegoshi is feeling that way. He will ask for his forgiveness later, he thought as he sits up on his bed. He suddenly heard a knock and he hurriedly went outside to open the door.


"Hi Massu~" a tipsy Tegoshi said


"Are you drunk?"


"No, just tipsy"


"Still, you are drunk.. Why are you drunk?" Masuda asked, worried, holding Tegoshi on the waist


"I said, just tipsy! I can show you.. let me go, I can go to my room on my own." Tegoshi pushed Masuda away and the latter just look at him and sighs, he thought maybe he is the reason why Tegoshi is drunk. He is worried for Tegoshi, Is he going to be alright tomorrow? Masuda followed Tegoshi who is walking unsteadily toward his room. He sighs again when Tegoshi knocked on the door of his room and called 'Is Tegoshi there?' and laugh. He was about to grab Tegoshi through the waist and open the door for him when the phone he is carrying rang. He answered it directly when he saw Kato's name on the screen.


"Hello, Massu? Is Tegoshi there already?" Kato said, nervousness can be heard in his voice


"Yes. He just came home. Why?"


"Well, you see.." Masuda can here Kato hesitating for a moment "he took my car and drove his way back to your apartment."


"What?!" Masuda shouted, making Kato on the other end winced and Tegoshi turned to look at him. "Tesshi, why did you take Shige's car? And you're drunk! What if something bad happened to you?!" Masuda shouted and was surprised with his own loud voice, so does Tegoshi who looked at him with wide eyes.


"I-"


"Don't you know how dangerous it is to drive under the influence of alcohol?!" he hold Tegoshi's arms,


"I'm not drunk! And I can take care of myself! Nothing bad happened to me , right?! Fuck off!" he pushed Masuda hard and hurriedly open the door of his room.


"Te-" and he slammed the door in front of Masuda's face.



---
Morning comes and he didn't waste a second. He hurriedly took a shower and packed his bag afterwards, ignoring the headache he got . When he opened the door, he saw Masuda sleeping on the couch. He knows he was at fault last night but Masuda, too, was at fault. Masuda suddenly moves and he scurries silently to the door. He is still angry though he doesn't really know why. He doesn't know if he's angry at Masuda or angry at himself. He sighs as he closed the door slowly and whispered his goodbye to Masuda.


At the train station, he sighs heavily when he saw Kato approaching him with his brow raised. "Sorry, Shige" he said, as he lowered down his head "I'm sorry for driving even though I was a bit drunk. And I am sorry for taking your car."


"Don't you know how much you worried me?!" Kato sighs when Tegoshi just pouts at him. "You should tell those words to Massu. Are you guys okay now?" He heard their exchanged of words last night, Masuda didn't turned off his phone when he shouted at Tegoshi so he heard everything. "And.. are you okay? You are not suffering from headache, are you?"


"I didn't" Tegoshi said and he stopped talking when Nishikido called them, saying it's time to go. When they were on their sits already, he continued "I didn't have time to say sorry. And I don't know what to say to him." Tegoshi heard Kato snorts and said Excuses more to himself but still loud enough for him to hear. He doesn't have a say to that because maybe, Kato is right. He slumped back to his chair and stares at the window as the train started to move.



---
"Massu?" a sleepy Koyama answered.


"Kei-chan.. Tesshi is angry at me.." Masuda's voice is so low and sad


Koyama felt the sadness in Masuda's voice and he immediately got worried "Massu.. where are you right now?"


"Inside.."


"I'm coming. Don't go anywhere." he cut-off the call and hurriedly went out his bed.



Masuda stares at the ceiling, thinking of any possible things he could do to ease Tegoshi's anger. He can't just let him go now, can he? No. His birthday is approaching and he is already on his way to Osaka, the place where he died.. He groans and messed up his hair, asking himself What Should I Do, over and over again. The doorbell suddenly rang, stopping him from rolling down the floor, he stands and headed to the door.


"Good morning, Massu!" Koyama smiled at a depress Masuda and went inside the apartment "I bet you haven't eaten yet so I am going to borrow your kitchen for a while. Hmm. Let me see what you have in here" Koyama said as he scanned the inside of the refrigerator. He didn't notice Masuda took a sit and buried his face on the table.


"Kei-chan.. what should I do?" Masuda asked, not looking up at his friend. His question made Koyama turned around to look at him. "I can't just stay here and wait till Tesshi's anger subsides.. I know Shige is with him and I trust him. But-"


"You are worried." Koyama said. He took the eggs out on the fridge and turned his back at Masuda, heading to the stove, he thought of making an egg roll. "Massu, what do you want to do the most, right now?" Masuda stares at his back, as if that would lead him to an answer "I am ready to help. That's what friends are for, right Massu?" Koyama is not looking at him but he knows he is smiling.


"Kei-chan.." Masuda smiles. He is glad, really glad to have Koyama as a friend. After a long moment of staring at Koyama's back, he said "Let's go to Osaka. Even if he's still angry at me, even if I could only watch over him from afar." he pauses "I want to be there for him.. I want to make sure that he is alright."


"I knew you'd say that" Koyama happily said and turned around to look at Masuda who stares at him confusedly, "So I already told Nakamaru that we'd be gone for four days. And I already reserved two hotel rooms for us." Masuda's face lit up and Koyama smiles proudly at him. "Now, eat your breakfast because we are going to the office to leave some memo for Nakamaru. We'll be leaving this afternoon" he added as he put Masuda's breakfast on the table. "I'm going back upstairs , I'm gonna prepare my things and you better prepare yours too, okay?" he said as he headed to the doorway.


"Kei-chan!" Masuda called. Koyama turned around and smiled when he sees Masuda's smiling face "Thank you"



-O-O

They were practicing and Kato notices something was off. Tegoshi is disturbed and it's affecting his performance. He keeps his eyes on Tegoshi, who at the moment puts a ball on the ground, he kicked and curses when it didn't went to the net. Kato sighs when he put another ball on the ground. He saw Nishikido approaching Tegoshi and he signaled him to stop. Nishikido's brows furrowed, but he thought if there's someone who knows Tegoshi's problem at the moment, that would be Kato so he stopped and eyed Kato instead, mouthing Fix The Problem at him before he goes back to the bench.


Tegoshi was about to kick another ball when he heard Kato's voice behind him. He turned around and saw Kato smiling sympathetically at him.


"That's because you are full of excuses." Kato stated "What would you do now? You are not in good condition to play later."


"I'm okay. Nothing is wrong. And I will definitely play later" Tegoshi added before he kicked the ball, cursing afterwards


"That's what you called 'Nothing is wrong' ?" he raises a brow "Hey, Tegoshi, I have a good news." he said smirking when Tegoshi glanced at him curiously, "You can't contact Massu in the next few days because Nishikido just took our phones when we were busy practicing." Tegoshi's jaw dropped and Kato points his finger to the bench where their teammates are on the verge of crying because all of their phones are nowhere to be found, Nishikido on the other hand, just closes his eyes and listens to music, totally ignoring his team.


"No way" Tegoshi said, slowly. He felt Kato's hand on his head and he pushed it away but Kato put it again and he didn't waste his energy on slapping it off.


"You are worried about Massu, am I right Tegoshi?" Kato softly asked, Tegoshi glared at him and told him to shut up. "Oh, so you are not worried.. then I won't bring you with me later." Tegoshi's eyes suddenly sparkled and he has to suppress his laughter before he continues "I'm sorry but it's not what you think. Kei called earlier and said he is going to cheer for me so he told me where he is staying in advance. And when I asked about Massu, Tego-chan is still angry at him so it's better if Massu would give Tego-chan some space, that's what he said." and Tegoshi sighs. "You clearly knows will be here for days so why didn't you wake Masuda up and say you're sorry? Put your shoes on him and try to imagine Massu driving under the influence of alcohol. How would you react?"


"I know. I know.. I'm sorry for making you worry too." Tegoshi said sadly, averting his gaze to his teammates, who by now are getting scolded because they are too noisy. "I'll go with you later. It's better to stay with you and Kei-chan than to be left in the room with Tomo-chan. Who knows Ryo-chan would be there and I might just get jealous." he said, pouting


"And you won't get jealous when you are with us?" Kato confusedly asked


"Well, I know you easily get embarrass so you won't do something that would make me miss Massu more."


"You are too confident" Kato grins and Tegoshi grins back at him. "Then, you should focus on our match. If I could see you are focused, I'll let you stay with  us."


"Of course! I am always focus!" Tegoshi defended and Kato just shook his head, slightly laughing.


"Then, kick the ball and make a goal."




-O-O

"Aah~ aah~ Shige is so annoying" Tegoshi whined to himself while getting out from the taxi. He glared at Kato who just waved his hands at him. He entered the hotel and headed to the elevator. He is supposed to be with him so why is he here in the hotel acting as Kato's messenger? Kato gave him Koyama's room number and instructed him to tell Koyama to go at this restaurant. So, is he going to eat by himself now? The elevator opened and he thought of whining at Koyama so that he would buy him dinner. He reached the room and he formulated his whining speech first before he knocked.


"Kei-chan~" Tegoshi whines when the door opened


"Kei-chan?" Masuda asks when he opened the door


They both said Koyama's name at the same time and they both freeze when they saw who they are talking to.


"Massu.."


"Tesshi.."


They both said again at the same time.


"What are you.. Isn't this Kei-chan's room?" He asked, glancing back and forth at the paper that Kato shoved to his face earlier and at Masuda's cute shocked face.


"T-this is my room... Kei-chan's room is next door.. How did you.. why are you here Tesshi?" Masuda said, eyes locked at Tegoshi


"S-shige asked me to get.. Shige.." he added Kato's name and sighs when he figures something. He looked at Masuda who at the moment seemed to realize something too.


"Kei-chan.." Masuda said as he sighs. He glanced at Tegoshi who looked away when he did. And he thought he saw him blush before he turned his back on him. "Are you.. " he hesitates but said it nevertheless "Are you still mad at me, Tesshi?" When Tegoshi took a step away from him, he grabbed his wrist "Wait.. are you still mad, Tesshi?" he asked again. "I'm so-" Tegoshi turned around and hastily throws his arms around him, cutting him off.


"I'm sorry, Massu. I'm sorry" Tegoshi said with muffled voice, he buried his face on Masuda's chest and embraced him tight "I'm sorry."


"Tesshi.." Masuda smiles as he encircled his hands around his waist, pulling him closer to him. "I'm sorry, too, Tesshi. I'm sorry"


"What brings you here? Shige said you won't come.." Tegoshi said, inhaling the scent of the person he missed very much. For two days that he was acting cold towards Masuda, he already missed him so badly. And he wouldn't want to imagine how painful it would be if he waited till the day that the team would come back to Tokyo.


"I want to see you in action." Masuda buries his face on Tegoshi's hair "Even if that means I could only watch from afar.. I'm sorry Tesshi, I shouldn't have done that.. I shouldn't have -"


"It's okay, Massu. We are now okay, right?" Tegoshi asked, moving his head and putting his chin on Masuda's shoulder. He felt Masuda's breath on his neck. Masuda answered him a shaky Yeah.


"Oh right." Masuda pushed Tegoshi gently as he reached for the door, closed and locked it. After that, he extended his arms placing it around Tegoshi's waist, holding him tight. "Now, no one can see us. Let's go to bed. I want to hold you tonight." Masuda said as he started walking backwards, pulling Tegoshi with him.


"What about dinner? Massu, aren't we going to eat first?" Tegoshi, though he knows he also wants to hold Masuda, asks. He can't hide the smile forming on his lips when Masuda didn't answer him, instead he stopped and pulled him down with him when they reached the bed.


"We can always have a late dinner." he said as he shifted till he was on top of Tegoshi. "I heard from Kei-chan that you did well on the game despite of some disturbances." he tilted his head, thinking of something "Now that I think about it, he was purposely telling me the things he would do with Shige tonight to bring back his energy." Masuda locked his gaze at Tegoshi who is smiling sweetly at him


"I love you, Massu" Tegoshi said softly as he put his hands at the back of Masuda's neck.


"I love you too, Tesshi."  Masuda caresses his face, and kissed him on the forehead "I also heard you look exhausted and.. you really are.. Don't worry Tesshi, your personal cheerleader Massu will help you." he added huskily as he leaned down and claimed Tegoshi's lips.

[FIC]

Apr. 4th, 2013 12:53 pm
yryumi: (beartegomasu)
Title: IF ONLY TIME WAS ON MY HAND 2/5
Genre: Fluff, (Maybe a bit crack), Friendship, Angst, Fantasy
Rating: PG
Summary: "Like, the Gods are giving us a chance to save Tegoshi.. or.." he suddenly sits on the sofa, and put his hands on his forehead  "Tegoshi wishes for this to give us enough time to bid our farewell to him"
Disclaimer: I don't know.. What should I write? I OWN THEM. Oh there~ there~ I own my laptop, my Evernote, my brain, and the storyline. The characters are fictional but if you say that the characters have the same name as the NEWS members, so be it. xDD


PART 1




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After the burial, Koyama and Kato followed Masuda as he slowly walks away. It seems like Masuda didn't notice them.  He opened the door of his and Tegoshi's apartment and didn't bother to close it. Koyama sighs and closed the door for him when they went inside. They shared a look when they saw Masuda stopping at Tegoshi's room and hesitantly walks to his room.


"Massu, talk to us." Koyama said when they entered Masuda's room. Masuda is on his bed, lying on his stomach. He hasn't said a word since Tegoshi died.


"You haven't eaten anything yet, Massu. Tegoshi won't like that. What do you want to.." Kato stopped talking when he heard a sob coming from Masuda's direction. He looked at Koyama painfully and sigh. "I'll go and find some chairs" Kato whispered to Koyama and hurriedly walked away from Masuda's room. It is already hard for them that Tegoshi is gone, and now Masuda, Masuda is making it harder for both him and Koyama but they can't blame Masuda, they can't just blame him. If there's someone to blame,  they would blame that driver, who lives. That is very unfair, Kato thought.


When the door opened, Koyama saw Kato pulling two chairs that apparently were from the dining table. Koyama helped him and took the chairs from Kato's hands, he positioned the chairs beside Masuda's bed, as if Masuda would ran away if they won't sit and stay there. Masuda is already sleeping, tears still visible on his closed eyes and teardrops were on the clock that he is holding, positioned beside his face.


"If only we stopped and headed back to that store that time... maybe.. maybe Tegoshi is still alive right now" Kato suddenly said, as he stares at Masuda's sleeping figure.


"Shige.." Koyama called, sadly looking at Kato


"If only he didn't push me that time.. maybe.. maybe there's still a chance that Tegoshi would be alive right now"


"Stop it, Shige.." Koyama pulled Kato close to him "It's not your fault. It's that drunk man's fault. No one wants something like this to happen. No one, Shige.. no one"

-O-O

Kato woke up and wonders when he fell asleep, but smiles and thankful when he sees that Masuda is still asleep and that he didn't run off anywhere. He glanced at Koyama, who is resting his head on his shoulder, and smiles. He patted his head, whispered 'Thank You for being with me' and kissed his forehead. He felt Koyama's hand touched his cheek and grins.


"Shige, Kei-chan" Masuda called when he opened his eyes and saw his friends. He sits up and lazily ruffled his hair, "Why are you here?" he said, yawning as he glanced at his watch "it's still early in the morning. Oh, I know. Tesshi opened the door for you ..." he glanced at their clothes "what's wrong with your clothes? Too formal. What's the occasion? Someone died? Ah, speaking of death. I had a horrible nightmare." he shivers, he didn't know that he too is wearing something like the ones his friends are wearing  " I need to see Tesshi. I won't calm down witho-"


"Massu!" Koyama suddenly shouted , with anger and sadness in his voice, surprising both Masuda and Kato "You have to face the truth! It's also hard for us but we have to accept the fact that Tegoshi is g-" he didn't finish his sentence when tears roll down from Masuda's shock face.


"No.. No.." Masuda said, he was frantically shaking his head when he glanced and saw the clothes he is wearing "W-why am I wearing this? No.. Tesshi.. NO"


"Massu, stop!" Kato grabs Masuda's wrist, stopping him from ripping his own clothes. And Koyama hurriedly grab the other wrist. Masuda was struggling when the door suddenly opened accompanied by a cheery voice that made them freeze.


"Good morning, guys!" Tegoshi appeared, hands on his waist, smiling at them. "What are you playing? Let me join! Let me join! I made breakfast but breakfast can wait." he grins as he stares at them and to their clothes.  "Ah, right. I am really curious about something since last night.. Why are you so formal? And.. is there.. something wrong?" he added when they are not moving at all, just stares at him as if he is some kind of an idol that they have seen in person for the first time. Speechless. He raised a brow and slowly stepped backward when Koyama and Kato slowly took some steps forward, still staring at him with wide eyes. "W-wait. Am I supposed to ran away from you? Is that the rule of the.." wall on his back, he can't move backward anymore. "g-game?" Tegoshi glanced at Masuda who is still sitting on his bed, not moving at all. "Okay. Let's stop this game for now. Let's ea.." Koyama and Kato extended their hands slowly and when they touched his shoulders, they abruptly touch his face, tilting it, his arms, examining it, they pulled him away from the wall and examined his back, "What's- Ah!" Tegoshi laughs when Koyama suddenly put his hands on his waist and tickled him. "He-hey! Stop that Kei-chan!" Tegoshi said laughing as he tries to slap Koyama's hands away from his sides.


Koyama and Kato glanced at each other, he was too real to be a dream, before they pounced at Tegoshi, calling the young man in sync. He is real, that's what they thought. Masuda, who is still staring, just bite his lower lip at the sight he is seeing, Tegoshi.. is there, he wanted to cry, hard, like a baby if it's possible. And when their eyes met, he didn't stop himself. Still biting his lower lip, he cried and tries his best not to sound too creepy. Tegoshi whispered something to Koyama and Kato and they let him go. He hurriedly walk to Masuda's direction and encircled his arms around his shoulder.


"Massu, what's wrong?" Tegoshi asked, with concern present in his voice, as he rubbed Masuda's back and patted his head.


Masuda pushed Tegoshi slowly and rubbed his eyes to clear his vision. When he can clearly see Tegoshi's face, he put a hand on his hair and then  touched his cheeks, his brows, his lips. He pressed his lips on Tegoshi's and a tear escaped from his eyes when Tegoshi kissed him back. He instinctively pulled Tegoshi closer, not wanting to let him go, but Tegoshi pulled away and stares at him amusedly. He examined his face again for a good 10 seconds before he pounced on him "Tesshi!" he said his name just like a child would call his mom after dreaming a very very bad dream.
"Ma-massu! We will fall!" they fall and he groans, Masuda weighs more than him, that's a fact. He wanted to push Masuda and scold him for doing that but he stopped when he felt him trembling. "Massu.. what's wrong with you?" he said gently while touching his head, caressing it. He looked up and saw Koyama with a hand covering his face and Kato rubbing his back gently. "Shige, seriously, what's happening here?" Tegoshi asked as he felt they are all acting weird. He waited but Kato didn't say a word, instead he gave him an I-don't-know face.
-O-O

When Masuda calmed down, Tegoshi forcefully dragged the three of them to the dining room. He woke up early to cook for them and he doesn't want his effort to be wasted so they should eat his cooking. They happily said their Itadakimasu~ but Tegoshi didn't enjoy his breakfast at all, because from time to time, Koyama and Kato would glance and smile at him. Well, he likes the part that Masuda was clingy, head on his shoulder and hands on his waist. But still, he felt it is strange and also their silence is strange. They act like his parents every time he goes home. They act as if they haven't seen each other for a long time, when in reality, it was only yesterday that Tegoshi didn't see them. When they were finished eating, Tegoshi couldn't shut his mouth anymore so he asked them.


"We-were just being emotional. That's all" Kato said, doing his best not to stutter as he avoided looking at him in the eyes.


"Why? What happened yesterday?" Tegoshi asked again and averted his gaze at Koyama, who strangely avoided his gaze too. "Your actions are really weird. It's frustrating me. Shige" he looked at Kato again, slightly annoyed "did something bad happen at Osaka?" Koyama and Kato stared at him when they heard the word Osaka, and he felt Masuda snuggle closer.


"W-what wh-why O-osaka?" Koyama stuttered as his small eyes widen.. a bit


"Didn't you tell me you are going to Osaka to visit a friend? And Kei-chan, I am asking Shige." he said, irritatingly.


Koyama instantly covered his mouth and looked at Kato. Kato suddenly remembered telling something like that to Tegoshi so he tried asking him too "What day is it today, Tegoshi?" he asked as he looked directly into Tegoshi's eyes. It's really confusing but he couldn't fathom the happenings around him, something like that.. is impossible.


"It's the 4th today, Monday." When Tegoshi said that, Koyama and Kato looked at each other, and Masuda sit straight gaze locked at the other couple in front of him. That made Tegoshi stands and he walked away from them. "You guys are hiding something from me. I hate you" he shouted and slammed the door of his room. Masuda stands and started walking towards Tegoshi's room when Kato called him, telling him to stop but he doesn't want Tegoshi to be mad so he continued walking forward.


"We need to talk" Kato's serious voice made Masuda stopped.


"We are not going to tell him anything. We need to think of an excuse." Kato slowly said, looking at Masuda and Koyama in the eyes. "We have to act as normal as we could so that Tegoshi won't suspect us. Remember, we can't tell him anything about what happened. I don't know why we have to keep it as a secret but I just have this feeling that we can't tell him.. not now, maybe.." Koyama and Masuda nodded, because they too have the feeling that it's not right to reveal something like You-died-and-then-when-we-woke-up-you're-here-and-alive to Tegoshi, and also because they trust Kato, he is after all, the brainy one and the mature one among the four of them "So now we know it is the 4th today, but we don't know how we get here and why we are here. And also, I have to tell you guys that I am starting to freak out" Kato aimlessly looked around the apartment when he said that till his eyes caught Masuda's hand, he is holding the pocket watch, moving it from his left to right hand, a habit of him when he is nervous "Oh, right, Massu, you can't tell Tegoshi that, that comes from him." Kato nonchalantly said when he felt something weird, Koyama and his belongings were not with them when they woke up, what's the clock doing here? His brain registered a non-scientifically proven conclusion that made him turned his head back to the pocket watch Masuda is holding.  "Massu! Give me the clock!" he shouted and didn't wait for Masuda to hand the watch to him. The world is full of mysteries that can't be explained by science, that's what Kato thought. His eyes widened when he see the watch functioning. He run to the living room and look at the clock there. "The same." he whispered


"What?" Masuda's voice came from behind, he extended his arm and took the pocket watch away from Kato's hand. "You know that this is broken, right?" he said nonchalantly


"That's it! I know it's hard to believe but it is definitely the clock's work!" with wide eyes, Kato pointed frantically at the pocket watch Masuda is holding. "It's not broken anymore, Massu." he added as he put his hands on his head.


Masuda gave Kato a You're-Kidding look while Koyama nods at Kato just to let him know that he believes him though deep inside, he doesn't believe him, before they stare at the pocket watch and their jaw dropped when they saw the second hand moving and so does the long hand. "Im-impossible" Koyama said, full of disbelief on his voice.


"I know it's impossible but the clock.. it's a proof" Kato said "Or.. or we are just dreaming. Yes, yes! That's it! We're dreaming.."


"If this is a dream, I would never want to wake up" Masuda softly said as he clenched the watch in his hands. "I'd rather be here and continue dreaming with him than to be there and continue living without him"


Kato kept his mouth shut, he doesn't have a say to Masuda's words. And so does Koyama as he just stares worriedly at his best friend. Silence fell over them when the door of Tegoshi's room opened and their friend who they just bid their farewells yesterday, except Masuda, is glaring at them.  They still couldn't believe that Tegoshi is walking in front of them with that cute pout on his face and a bag on his shoulder. But it's a happy feeling that they have in their hearts, the Tegoshi that they are seeing looks so much like a real person than a ghost, maybe that's the reason why they are not yet totally freaking out.


"W-wait! Tesshi, where are you going?" Masuda said as he run and hug him from the back when Tegoshi didn't even stop to look and smile at him "Don't go. Don't leave me" he tightened his grip and felt Tegoshi's hands on his', pulling his hands away "T-tesshi.." Masuda bit his trembling lip, the action made him want to cry, Tegoshi loves Masuda's hugs, is what he remembers. In this world, in this time, does Tegoshi still loves him? He is having second thoughts now.


"Massu, I am not going to leave you" Tegoshi said as he turned and faced his lover, he smiles and pulled Masuda for an embrace. "You are really very clingy today, Massu" he added, slightly laughing when Masuda pulled him closer and kissed his neck while caressing his back. "You are not even embarrassed anymore, Shige and Kei-chan are here, you know." he patted his head lightly.


Masuda smiles as he erased all the doubts in his heart. "They understand.. after all, they know how much I love you.. I miss you Tesshi. I miss you very much"


Tegoshi looked amused. As what he remembers yesterday, they are together the whole morning and only hadn't seen each other for the span of 8 hours, then he went home late and saw Masuda with Kato and Koyama, sleeping inside Masuda's room. Nothing is wrong with that but Tegoshi can sense something happened.. something feels different. "Shige " Tegoshi called, with the tone of talk now or never.


Kato tries to think, as fast as he could, of an excuse but Tegoshi's eyes are pressuring his brain that he randomly talked without processing what he just said "We.. we attended a friend of a friend's burial yesterday" He blurted out and was surprised at what his mouth just said. Kato can clearly see  from the corner of his eyes that Koyama too was surprised. He was the one who said not to tell anything, right? He thought of another excuse but then again, he had already said that so it's better to go with it. Tegoshi raised a brow and mouthed Then? And Massu, still resting his head on Tegoshi's shoulder, looked at him and mouthed Explain Yourself Brainboy. "I.. I brought Kei-chan along with me and then we saw Massu there. It turns out that a friend of a friend of Massu was also a friend of a friend of the one who die-"


"What's the name?" Tegoshi said, slightly annoyed because he couldn't understand Kato's explanation. But maybe that's the reason why he hadn't seen Masuda yesterday afternoon.


"Go.. Goshi.." Kato tilted his head as he thinks hard. For Tegoshi, he is remembering the name. For Masuda and Koyama, he is clearly making a name. "Goshima Yuka"


"And what is the connection of this Yuka to your strange behaviors earlier?"


"You see," Kato looks at his own hands, as he feels his answer is going to be too personal for him "Yuka... is a cheerful and a friendly girl. But because of a sudden accident, she died. She is just 23. And at its 4th year in Uni. It's just so sad.. her best friend was with her when the accident happened.. Yesterday, we saw her lover and his condition was so bad.. He clearly still believes that Yuka was still alive.. He has not yet accepted the fact that Yuka was already gone." Kato knows why he sadly said that, not because he wants Tegoshi to believe his excuse, but because that's what he felt when the cheery Masuda became an empty Masuda.


"Well.. I guess I can tell that Massu doesn't want me to die.." he glanced at his lover "but the both of you.."


"Oh.. That's because Yuka and you have similarities.. She looks like you. The cheerfulness, the friendliness, the.. well, we were just afraid to lose a friend.. that's the reason." Kato stares at anything inside the room but not at Tegoshi. He is embarrassed. He doesn't usually say those things to him because Tegoshi would give that grin that would embarrassed him more. And when he finally glanced at him, Tegoshi is grinning, he sighed.


"Okay. Now I understand.. maybe, I think." Tegoshi said, still grinning at Kato. "But you should change now.. " he made a face as he looks at their clothes "You look good wearing suits but .. I don't know.. You guys are freaking me out. Oh, and Shige, it's Monday, we have a meeting so you better go now"


Kato's eyes widened in horror as he remembers the date, it's the 4th not 14th. "Ah! It's the 4th today! Oh, geez, Nishikido would chop me down if I'd be late." he said frantically moving back and forth as he put both of his hands on his head.


"Calm down, Shige. You have clothes in my apartment." Koyama put a hand around Kato's shoulder and walked him to the door.  "We still have time, now now don't give me that horrible look, my apartment is just two floors up,  see you later Massu, Tego-chan!" Koyama added and waved at them.


"See you, Shige, Kei-chan!" Tegoshi laughed as Koyama closed the door behind him. "Now Massu, it's your turn to change." he pushed Masuda gently and looked at him in the eyes.


"Okay. Undress me, please." Masuda randomly said


"Massu.." Tegoshi who stares at Masuda with a mischievous smile, said "Did you hear what you just said?" he chuckled when Masuda suddenly blush and stutter some words " I'm sorry but we can't do that now. Maybe later" he purposely added and laugh when Masuda covered his blushing cheeks.



-O-O

"Going home now?"


"Not yet"


A minute later..


"How about now?"


" :D Massu, we are not done yet. And message me later. Ryo-chan is already glaring at me. See you Massu~ Love you"


Masuda sighs as he put his phone back to the table. He had already finished his work five minutes ago. He looked around the office, Koyama and Nakamaru are still busy with paperworks. His mind said he should help but his heart and body are not responding with what his brain had said.


Koyama sensed Masuda looking at them so he turned and gave him a smile. He stands and headed towards Masuda, he knows what he wants to do and what is stopping him. "Massu, you should go. Anytime soon Nishikido will dismiss them. No worries, we can finish this and this is our work, not yours." Koyama added when he saw some hesitation on Masuda's face "You know, you should seize the day, carpe diem, Massu." he said and laughs when Masuda gave him a sheepishly grin. When he stopped laughing, he then suddenly looked serious and put a hand on Masuda's shoulder "If you need help or there's something that you want to ask for our help, Shige and I would gladly accept your request. Shige said earlier, this is really real and as what you had already noticed, these are the works that we did weeks ago.." Koyama said as he looked at Nakamaru who is still cramming.


"But what I did last time was that.. I helped you and Nakamaru."


"That's right but that is before. The fact that we are here in this time already change so much things. Not helping us is just a little thing, you know. Now go. I'll help Nakamaru, I already finished my work. " Koyama pushed Masuda towards the door. "Go and pick Tegoshi. Do the things that you won't usually do. Just in case he would be taken away from you again."


The thought made Masuda clenched his fist. He thanked Koyama and gave Nakamaru an apologetic smile before he closed the door. Just as what Koyama said, he is going to pick Tegoshi.

---

"So Shige, there's this new cake shop and I thought of bringing you and Kei-chan there." Tegoshi happily said as they walked to the gate.


Kato rolled his eyes. He remembered that happening clearly, Tegoshi ordering many different cakes but didn't finish eating the cakes and Koyama, who loves eating sweets, gladly finished his cakes for him. That gave Koyama a stomach ache and a sore throat. "Yeah yeah. But don't order too much or else we will leave you there in an instant." Kato said as he tried to glare at him but grins as he glanced to the side and saw Masuda. "Looks like someone is here to pick you, see you Tegoshi" he patted Tegoshi's shoulder and went to the opposite direction.


Tegoshi looked confused and follow Kato who promised earlier that he would walk with him because he is going to visit Koyama. "Hey! I thought you are going to Kei-chan's apartment?"


"Tesshi!" Masuda called from behind. He grins as Tegoshi looked surprised. "Surprised?"


"Y-yes. You surprised me." Tegoshi said, slightly laughing "I'm guessing.. we are going to visit my parents?" Masuda shook his head "You are going to be busy because of work and decided to see me before you go back to the office?" Masuda shook again his head "Hmm. You are here because you just want to pick me" Masuda nodded and he laughs "You are busy at the office, Massu. You don't need to pick me. I do not want you to be exhausted.." Masuda pouted and he added "It feels like we are back to the courting stage."


"D-don't be s-surprised. J-just because we are together for three years doesn't mean I w-won't do this thing." Masuda stutters as he blushes. Tegoshi sweetly smiles at him and it made him feel that his effort was rewarded. Masuda extended his hand and took Tegoshi's hand.


"Massu is getting bolder." Tegoshi stated and entwined their fingers.


On their way home, they passed by a playground and Masuda smiles as he thought of something. "Ne, Tesshi. Do you want to play?" Tegoshi laughs and he dragged him to the swing when he nodded. "Sit here, I am going to push you" They alternately pushed each other on the swing till they grew tired of it and decided to play the seesaw next. Tegoshi was on the air when Masuda said "Tesshi, I know I don't usually ask you something like this but.. would you promise me to let me know wherever you are going?" Tegoshi looked at him confusedly so he continues "I mean.. if you would attend a party or you would be coming home late or you would be going somewhere.."


"Oh.. sure Massu. I will let you know." Tegoshi said smiling "But why? Are you afraid of something, Massu?"


"I.. I just want to keep you safe.. and away from harm." Masuda said as he let Tegoshi's feet touched the land. "Let's go home. It's already late" he added as he walked towards Tegoshi and hold his hand again.
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A/N: GOMEN! HONTOUNI GOMENASAI! *BOWS DOWN* I thought I have the time to post this last March 31 or April 1. GOMEN! XDD Our internet connection really bugged me (and also the daily power interruption) that I ended up watching Katekyou Hitman Reborn and Deltora Quest instead. I haven't been on facebook or google plus lately, either.. XD I am more on twitter now. XDD OH WELL.. Now for my Fantasy Story.. What should I say? :D That this only have 5 Chapters.. I pressed it to 5 chapters, only. :DD Since it's my first Multi-Chaptered Story, of course it's not good. And.. I started this March 21.. Ended it March 31.. and the hell, posted it now.. April 11. After 11 days... Oh gosh, I was so into watching anime.. that I didn't even bother posting the other chapters! I'm sorry.


/I think I should warn you again that this story is mostly for my satisfaction. "YAY~!! A FANTASY STORY!!" See? for my own satisfaction.. :3/

[FIC]

Mar. 31st, 2013 12:51 pm
yryumi: (beartegomasu)
Title: IF ONLY TIME WAS ON MY HAND 1/5
Genre: Fluff, (Maybe a bit crack), Friendship, Angst, Fantasy
Rating: PG
Summary: "Like, the Gods are giving us a chance to save Tegoshi.. or.." he suddenly sits on the sofa, and put his hands on his forehead  "Tegoshi wishes for this to give us enough time to bid our farewell to him"
Disclaimer: I don't know.. What should I write? I OWN THEM. Oh there~ there~ I own my laptop, my Evernote, my brain, and the storyline. The characters are fictional but if you say that the characters have the same name as the NEWS members, so be it. xDD


His alarm clock went wild, waking him up from his beautiful dream. He hurriedly put his hands around the clock in an attempt to muffle down its noise. The irritating sound of the clock ended and he smiled, knowing that his surrounding is quiet again. But that smile changed to a frown when his phone started ringing and he knows that, that is the only warning he needs for him to get up. He lazily sits up and ruffled his hair, pouting. Stretching out his hands and lying down on his bed again, he remembers that today is the day. Just thinking about his lover's pretty smiling face, made him blush and he extended his hand to took out his phone, that is still ringing but not so loud because he had shoved it under a pillow when it rang.


11th day of November. He smiled when he saw the reminder on the screen of his phone. Today is a very special day for Masuda. It is, after all, his Tegoshi's birthday. And today will be the day that they will be coming back to Tokyo with his teammate and friend Kato, after a Soccer Tournament that was held in Osaka. For four days they didn't contact each other, because Tegoshi and the team was so busy practicing and afterwards because of the game, but the truth is, it is because of their coach,who banned and took their cellphones away secretly when the team was busy practicing. Masuda learned about the banning afterwards when he got worried because Tegoshi hasn't been answering his calls for the nth time and fortunately, one of his calls was answered but by an angry Nishikido, the team captain of the soccer club, telling him to back off and just wait till they come back. When he told Koyama about that, it turns out he said the same to him. They know Nishikido and they are friends, but really, the guy is just so serious when it comes to work.


He was still staring at his phone --his wallpaper which his Tegoshi eating a gyoza while winking, when he received a phone call and his smile grew wider when he sees that it is Tegoshi who is calling him.


"Tesshi! I miss you~ I miss you~ miss you~" he heard his lover giggles on the other line and answered him with an 'I miss you too' , and he knows Kato is with him because he heard him, intentionally shouting, messing in the background "Happy Birthday Tesshi~ Aren't you going home yet?" Masuda said pouting


"Hey Massu~ I know you are pouting, don't pout, okay? We'll be back there before noon."


"Okay~ What are you doing right now? Why is Shige, Oi! Shige! Stop that! Don't just butt in in our conversation" Tegoshi and Kato both laugh and the latter shouted 'Okay, I'll stop' before he heard Tegoshi's voice again. "I'm glad Ryo gave back your phones already."


"Well, the whole team were unhappy about it and thanks to our team captain, Tomo-chan voicing out our feelings, he surrendered our phone last night. Ryo-chan is really weak when Tomo-chan is angry, ne~ Ah wait, Massu, what do you want me to buy for you? Shige and I are currently here in a unique shop, there are too many antiques and they are all so cool~ Really, Massu, it's a pity you can't see it. How I wish- Oh, Shige, are you giving that to Kei-chan? Oh, okay.- Massu? Are you still there?"


"Yeah. I'm still here Tesshi. I just miss your voice.. I guess" he said and was surprise when his voice sounded so sad.


"Massu" he giggles "don't worry. I'll be back and we'll be together again. It's my birthday after all, right? I want to spend my day with you."


Masuda smiles to himself as he felt Tegoshi's smile when he said those words. "Happy Birthday again, Tesshi. I love you."


"I love you too, Massu"


"Take care~ And please hurry back home. I can't wait to see you." he said with a grin plastered on his face.



---

"Shige! Look what I found! It's so cool, right?"


"Yes, it is. Where did you find that?" Kato looked back to see where Tegoshi is pointing. He is pointing at the end of the shelf. "Really? Are you sure?" Tegoshi nodded, his gaze locked at the bronze-colored pocket watch he is holding "How come I didn't see that there before?"


"Maybe your eyes didn't find it interesting at first glance."


"But I am pretty sure I haven't seen that there. I went back to that shelf slowly looking at the items and thrice already.."


"Well then, maybe someone took it and put it back there just on time when I was looking for something."


"That could happen.. That's what you are going to-" Tegoshi nodded enthusiastically "Do you think he would like it?"


"Of course ! It's from me after all~ What about you? Are you going to buy something for Kei-chan?"


"I will buy something for him but.. not here."


"Oh. Then, wait for me." Kato nodded and wanders to the other shelf, while waiting for Tegoshi.


As Tegoshi went to the cashier, the not so old man looked at him with disbelief and he thought for a moment that the pocket watch is not for sale. He was about to ask the old man but was cut off when he spoke to him and smiles afterward. He was telling Tegoshi that he is lucky because not everyone has the chance to take a hold of that pocket watch. He finds that sentence weird but Tegoshi just smiles and nodded.


When they were already outside, Tegoshi took the pocket watch from the box and clasped it between his hands. He doesn't know why but his heart is telling him that he should hold it tight and never ever let go of it. Kato took him to a cafe after buying what he wants for Koyama. He stares at his coffee and at the pocket watch on his hand, he didn't hear Kato calling him, not until Kato put a hand on his shoulder.


"Yes, Shige?"


"You are not listening at all" Kato groans "I was talking about treating you today since it's your birthday, so what do you want?"


" I.." Tegoshi tilted his head and then smiles, "Really, Shige?" he grins "you wouldn't mind if I told you to get me and Massu that silver bracelet, well I do not want the bracelet to be the same as yours and Kei-chan's, I would like to have a little star-shaped and cross-shaped hanging at the end, just after the lock. Mine would be the star and Massu will get the cross one." he grins


"Why am I buying one for Massu, too?"


"Because we are one, of course."



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"Kei-chan! How should I do this? What's the next step?! Hey! Kei-chan! I thought you said it's easy to cook pasta" Masuda said, defeated. He wants to have a party for Tegoshi and decided that it would be nice to cook the food by himself but because Tegoshi always cook their food and he is not that good in cooking, he called Koyama asking him to teach him.


"If the water is boiling already.. wait I'm almost there, just wait for me."


The doorbell rang and Masuda flew directly to the door. He hold Koyama's wrist and run back to the kitchen.


"Massu.. why didn't you use a bigger pot?" Koyama looked at the small pot with so many sticks on it, the half of it was dipped in the water and the half is well, not. "And.. Massu, what .. is this?" Koyama looked horrified as he saw a plate of two-layered icing which he can't determine the exact shape of the cake-maybe, he took a knife and sliced it, there he saw how thick the icing was and how thin the sponge-maybe inside.


"Why did you slice the cake?!" Masuda panicked


"So that was really a cake"


"Huh?"


"Let's just buy a cake, Massu. A cake that looks like a cake, a new one , a yummy one"


"But I did my best on this... on coating it with icing" Masuda said sadly


"So, pasta and cake for Tegoshi's party? That's all you need? Or there's still more?" Koyama asked, ignoring Masuda's remark on his cake.


"An ice cream too. And I think that's all.. but my cak-"


"What time are they coming?"


"Tesshi said before noon. But I am guessing they'll be here at 1:00pm or 2:00pm"


"Right, Massu, you can cook whatever you always cook for Tegoshi, too. That would make him happy more." Koyama happily said


"You think so?" Masuda beamed


"Yes, of course he misses your cooking. So, what are you cooking for him? Except for Pasta." Koyama chirped


"Sunny side up and hotdog~ That'll do, right Kei-chan?" Masuda happily said as he went to the fridge to get some eggs and hotdogs.


"I think.. that'll do" Koyama said, more to himself.



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Tegoshi and Kato were walking in the sidewalk happily recalling the match that just ended yesterday. They are heading back to the hotel now to get their bags and ready to leave. As they were heading to the corner of the street, Tegoshi took out his clock and looked at it. He smiles as Masuda's figure appeared in his mind. He was still looking at it when he saw something move. He stared at the clock intently, confusing Kato who is just beside him.


"What are you looking at?"


"Look closely Shige, there are numbers inside that little box right?" Kato nodded when he saw what Tegoshi meant
"Maybe this indicates the day today..?" he said reluctantly


"Then?"


"I think I broke it.. Look, it's 04 . It's not 04 today, It's 11 right? And the time, it stopped. Back at the shop, it was still moving and the time is the same as mine" he wriggled his wrist watch "but now, it's not the same.. and it stopped" Tegoshi said as he put back the clock to the pocket of his jacket.


"So? You are saying that we should go back to that store?" Kato asked but not really waiting for an answer, he added as he looked at Tegoshi "No, we can't. We have a plane to catch and it's almost time and we are almo--"


"Shige! Watch out!" Tegoshi suddenly pushed Kato hard towards the direction of the road, making him stumble and roll thrice.


Kato groaned as he helped himself up and was about to look up and shout at his friend who just push him to the road which is not a very good idea because it is the road and it is dangerous, thankfully he was not hit, he was safe, but the idea of shouting at Tegoshi vanished, he froze when he saw him two meters away from him, lying on his stomach, his jacket and his pants covered with dirt and some dark liquid coming from Tegoshi's head and body is painting the pavement he was in. Kato just stares, his mind is screaming Tegoshi's name but couldn't speak it out loud. His voice is nowhere to be found. His energy was taken away from him. Tegoshi needs help, Kato thought so he tried. He tried to speak but just a choke came out. And when he managed to say the word 'Help' it's just a whisper. Where in the world are they? Why aren't people helping them? Kato glanced at the sidewalk from where Tegoshi had pushed him, he wants to know what just had happened. There was car. And he saw a man inside, also bleeding. And the only thing he felt when he saw that man was anger, extreme anger. Suddenly, a voice called him, asking if he was okay and the only thing he could say is Tegoshi's name.


Kato looked as Tegoshi was lifted carefully and was placed into a stretcher and into a different ambulance. He winced when he felt pain from his elbow, from where a nurse was cleaning his wounds. Kato silently cried when the ambulance was nowhere to be found. What should he do now? What if Tegoshi. NO. Kei. He needs Kei. So he hurriedly took out his phone with many scratched from his jacket's pocket, to call a certain person that would help him. But then again, Tegoshi, who would help him? Masuda. Masuda will...


"Shige! Are you on your way already? You know I just helped Massu in preparing a party for Tegoshi's birthday. I am here in front of their apartment right now. Massu is so so funny earlier Shige. If you had seen his panicking face, you would burst out in laughter." Koyama cheerfully said, and he sniffs "Shige? Are you okay? What's that noise?" Koyama's cheerful voice was gone when he heard the loud wailing sound of the ambulance "Shige.. don't tell me the both of you are not going home today.."


"Kei.." he coughed, preventing his voice to break "Please.. Bring Massu with you and come here" he coughed again but it didn't help him anymore, his voice cracked when he added the accident and he could clearly picture out Koyama's face when he said that.


As the call ended, he didn't notice that the nurses earlier were already rolling him into the hospital. Kato closed his eyes, hoping everything that happened earlier was just a dream.



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"Kei-chan, is there something wrong?" Masuda asked Koyama who is sitting beside him on the plane. Apparently, it is obvious that Koyama has a problem. He looks like he is in big trouble or depress, or someone he knows has just died or met an accident.


"I'm fine, Massu. I just want to see Shige.. that's all." Koyama said, almost teary-eyed. He can't tell Masuda now , not now. Maybe later, when their plane reached their destination. Maybe he could tell him then. But, can he really say something like that? He is troubled, very troubled. He is relieved that Kato was fine but hearing Kato said that Tegoshi is in the OR made his stomach tighten and his head fuzzy. Tegoshi is a friend, a close friend, a younger  brother.
"Kei-chan? Kei-chan!" he shook Koyama's shoulder, snapping him out from his own thoughts. Masuda can clearly see something is wrong but he didn't dare to ask him again. "You really look bothered, Shige's fine, Kei-chan." is all he said and added 'Tesshi is too' inside his head.


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He didn't understand why he feels this way. He looks more bothered than Koyama was on the plane. He had thought of something but he didn't dare to touch that thought. But Koyama's silence is making him ill. Koyama didn't tell a word when the plane boarded, didn't say something when they took a taxi, and didn't say anything other than the name of the hospital he said to the taxi driver.


And when they entered a room, he braced himself. He saw Kato, eyes closed, scratches on his face and some bandages on his arms and forehead. His eyes were looking for someone inside the room, but he didn't see what he is looking for.


"Shige, wake up" Koyama shook Kato's shoulder gently till he opened his eyes.


Kato hastily sits up and throws his arms to the person who woke him up. He wanted to cry when Koyama rubbed his back softly but stops himself when he saw Masuda standing behind Koyama. "Massu"


"Hi, Shige. Are you okay? What happened here? Kei-chan didn't tell me anything and.." he looked around "Where's Tesshi? Did he go out to buy some food?"


"Sorry, Massu.. for not telling you anything.. Te-"


"Kei-chan, bring me to the OR. Get me my wheelchair, I'm too tired to walk." he stares at Koyama as he get his wheelchair, he knows Masuda is looking at him confusedly that's why he focused his eyes to Koyama.


"Why OR? Shige, where's Tesshi?" Masuda said, nervousness clearly present in his voice


"Just come with us, Massu. I'll explain to you what happened when we get there." Kato said, voice soft, sad.



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Masuda is listening, yes he is, but he couldn't fathom why Tegoshi, why today of all the days. Kato said it has been hours since they rolled Tegoshi inside the OR, but still no doctors came to him. And as they stopped in front of the OR, the door suddenly opened.


"Are you Tegoshi Yuya's relatives?" the doctor said, face serious, looking at the three of them in the eyes as they nodded. " I'm sorry but we already did our best"


Masuda averted his gaze at Kato, slightly laughing, not believing what just the doctor said "What do you.. Oh no, doctor. This is not the time to kid around" he said as he look back at the doctor and shook his head


"Massu" Koyama's voice cracked as he put a hand on his shoulder. Masuda directly fall to his knees.


"I'm really sorry." The doctor said again and handed Kato the clothes that Tegoshi wore. He reached for the pocket of Tegoshi's jacket and found the clock that he is supposed to give Masuda, without scratched.  He looked behind him and saw Tegoshi's parents were already there, crying silently. Kato handed Tegoshi's clothes to them.


Masuda suddenly felt arms encircled around him, a woman's arm. He looked up and saw Tegoshi's father looking at him, sadness written all over his face. "Takahisa" Tegoshi's mother said "Please stay strong.. for your friends.. and family .. and for Yuya" he felt her grip tightened as she said his son's name. Masuda doesn't know what to say, doesn't know what to do, and doesn't understand what is happening around him. He had forgotten the reason why they came in Osaka, he had forgotten the reason why he is sitting on the floor. Tegoshi's father extended his hand to him and he reached up. He awkwardly stand and started to walk away from the OR when Kato reached up, stopping him from wherever he is going.


"This" Kato handed him a bronze-colored pocket watch, and he took it "When we were looking inside this unique shop, Tegoshi bought that.. for you. He couldn't wait to give that to you, Massu."


Masuda smiles and asked where Tegoshi is right now. He wanted to thank him. He likes his gift. But when he averted his gaze from the clock to Kato, Koyama and Tegoshi's parents, they all have the same kind of look --pity, sadness. And he remembers the accident. Right, Tegoshi's gone. He muttered an 'I am sorry' to no one in particular and break down, clenching the clock, pulling it on his chest.




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A/N: My first attempt on writing something with death and magic and finishing a Multi-chap.HURRAY! XDDDD Well, I already finished writing this so I'm gonna post the other chapters later or maybe tomorrow~ xDDD This is a short multi-chap after all, only 5 chapters. XPPP
I've always wanted to write something like this.. I'm a big fan of fantasy (those w/ magic) stories. :DD So this story is mostly for my sake. xDD and this one is just one of those crappy writings I have on my evernote. This is a big step for me though~ for finishing a multi-chap. HURRAY~! XDDDDD


So about the idea, I'm a fan of F.T. ISLAND (especially SKULLHONG☆) XDD and I really love there SEVERELY song especially the PV.. so the crappy story line is mine but the very main idea came from them. :DDD

/Really, Tesshi and Hongki should sing together soon. They both love skulls, afterall. ☆☆☆ /
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